Am feeling lots better and really feeling how I'm better off without drinking. It is like I'm crowding it out really well. I feel really calm and settled and even liking the whole idea of it and it going alongside being Vegan too. I felt a bit weird tonight talking to a friend and realising I wouldn't feel comfortable presenting it that I'm not drinking if he comes over. Finding way around it for now seems alright and like it will work for me.
I love how I get those jolts in my body, really as if I am growing. The no alcohol does feel really good. Those regrets and cringly behaviour of the past but now feeling that real soulful channelling of energy, like I can really make the world better. It was nice to hear about my friends good fortune and know that I didn't feel jealous. That's a great thing.
I really feel that good sense of cultivating in a major way again, like when I became Vegan almost. I feel by keeping with all these projects I will keep growing well. I will keep in contact with me and all the ups and downs I'll go through with it. The writing just helps me to stay balanced. I feel on track enough for now.
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